Disappointed

Sometimes when I view my blogg I get disappointed c'os it looks like I am the only one that views it. There again it is meant to be my diary of events, so does it really matter????

I quess sometimes it is really difficult, specially when your feeling down and you just want a few words of encouragement from someone else. The sermon at church on Sunday was great, it was about our breakthrough's, how we trust God, prepare, expect and recieve breakthrough's.

This week I made a very important phone call, that will potential enable me to start my new jobs. I was in the middle of something when the phone call I was waiting for came. I told the person that I would call them back, but they advise me that they will send a letter. Does that mean, a no, disaster, or an opportunity to trust God and to believe His miracle working hand to move greatly in my situation. The later is probably the true option, how ever for once split second my heart sank, and I doubted God. Please fordive me diary. However i know how close i have bee, yet??????

Still waiting for that letter then I know I will start work soon.

At the tips of my fingers

Have you ever prayed for something and it is at the tips of your fingers but there is something blocking you from reaching out and grabbing hold of it. That's my dilemma!!!!! I know God has told me that he has taken care of everything but the waiting is the hardess part of that promise. It's like knowning the outcome will be in your favour, but not knowning when you will receive the manifestation of that outcome.

Anyway good news I got a job, all the pieces are in place aside from this one piece. Father I know you have not open this door for it to be closed in my face!!!!!!